Psalm 119 "LP" Content

Sunday, November 29. 2009


I have been working recently on digital notes for the Psalm 119 music that the Lord gave me last year. It was inspired by the new iTunes LP feature which attempts to replicate digitally what we used to get in the old days when we purchased Vinyl LP's. That would be things such as Lyric Booklets, Guitar Chords, pictures of the artists, etc. It turnes out that the iTunes "technology" is fairly standard web stuff, so it can be previewed here on this site (although somewhat slower). It can be downloaded directly for use on iTunes here (160mb including the 22 mp3's).

The Kingdom of God is at Hand: Healing

Sunday, October 18. 2009
The Kingdom

Several months ago, when I sat down to write this entry, I felt that it was necessary to precede it with another on the topic of provision and wealth. The reason for that groundwork is the proliferation of the “Health and Wealth” gospel that has spread through America and beyond. It has degenerated into “another” gospel that sets its affections on things of earth and not on things above. So, not having to address the nature of prosperity again, let us now turn our attention to the other subject of this equation; namely, health. I will define health as: that condition in which all the parts of the body are vigorously performing the function for which they were designed.

A ministry of healing is therefore a restorative one. It brings a body back to the original intention of God, the Designer. This ministry of restoration was one of the signs and wonders that confirmed the message of Jesus as originating in God. As Nicodemus said:

“Rabbi, we know you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him.”

My interest in healing is heightened because of our call to bring the Gospel of the Kingdom “to the Jew first”. I do not want to cheat God out of any aspect of His character that He has revealed to equip us for the extraordinary task at hand. Of course we know now that the miracles of Jesus were not enough to convince the majority of Priests, Scribes and Pharisees of His identity then (see Deut 14). But the fact that God the Father testified to the identity Jesus with the miraculous and was rejected by "the authorities" does not mean that it was unnecessary or ineffective. They weren't convinced by His preaching or the words of the prophets either, but that does mean we stop looking to God for clarity of speech and revelation to persuade men. In healing, Jesus began to reveal the heart of the Father to His own generation in a way that alters the lives of those affected by the fall. In the case of the Jews, He was answering more than the fall, but additionally their inability to keep their end of the Covenant because the Covenant contained provision for healing.

He said, “If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you.” Ex 15:25-26

Was He aware that the people He was healing would later abandon or reject Him at the appointed hour? Certainly He was well aware of it ("for He knew what was in man" and more importantly Who wasn't in them), but their failure was not a factor in what demonstrations of grace He chose to display, just as it was not a factor in His willingness to suffer and die on the Cross (“While we were yet sinners...”). When He displayed God's Kingdom in His earthly ministry before His death, He was (by His own faith) drawing from the grace and power that was, from an earthly viewpoint, yet future. To put it another way, He was living by the power of an endless life. As He said to Mary and Martha, “I AM the Resurrection.”

He is calling us to that life and testimony. If we are identified with His death, then we are also identified with His life and seated with Him in heavenly places.

I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. Gal 2:20 KJV

Ministry that is proceeding from any lesser place than the throne of God is “wood, hay and stubble”.

Most Christians will agree (if asked) that God is still able to heal today. The problem arises with the question of whether or not He is always willing and what to do when prayers requesting His intervention are not immediately answered.

Objection: Sometimes the Father says “No.”

We must remind ourselves that the way we learn about the will of God is to look upon Jesus. When we look at Him we are looking at the Father. (Jn 14:10) So when we read the Gospels and see that Jesus Himself spent what looks to be inordinate amounts of His time to accommodate the multitudes who came to Him in their distress, we are getting a glimpse into the very heart of God.

And He healed them all. Luke 6:19

They came to Him with diverse afflictions and dispositions. These were the same multitudes that left Him as He drew nearer to the cross. So to say that He healed them says much about His heart of compassion and His generosity towards the undeserving. This verse alone has been enough to dispel the doubts of many who have come to the Lord for healing for their bodies.

He made healing and demonic deliverance as commonplace as bread, and even likened it to such when He spoke to the Syro-phoencian woman: “It is not right to take the children's bread and give it to the dogs.

No matter how many promises God has made, they are “Yes” and “Amen” in Christ unto the glory of God (2 Cor 1:20)

This woman seems to have laid hold of that eternal “Yes” because she would not take the Lord’s initial “No” as the final word. Her response, “yes but even the dogs eat crumbs that fall from the masters table” evoked this praise from Jesus: “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.”

If we currently lack the kind of faith that Gentile woman had, we should not allow ourselves to be condemned.

There is therefore now no condemnation for them that are in Christ Jesus...

I will not allow myself to be condemned by the devil if up to this very moment I have never once seen great creative miracles in response to my prayers. But we should not allow those "No's" to shape our doctrine on how often it is God's desire to heal.  I believe that I will heal and be healed, because He has commanded, "Go and heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons and raise the dead." Let God be true and every man a liar. Perhaps I am still a child and have yet to be entrusted with the inheritance that is mine to walk in, with and through Christ because that kind of power would destroy me with pride. But even if the day never comes when by His mighty grace that works in me I speak forth His Word and see it fulfilled, let it be known that God made it possible when He raised Christ (and us in Him) from the dead.

I personally know precious saints bearing certain infirmities, who are more free in the Lord than most other "healthy" Christians I know. And I will agree that the affliction is often the tool that the Lord has used to bring about the freedom in Him that they enjoy. "It was good for me to be afflicted..." Ps 119 - Babylon's overthrow of Judah was right and just and wrought by the Lord. The same could be said of the Roman destruction of Jerusalem in 70 AD. But it does not follow that it is God's will for Israel to be excluded from the land until we all die and go to heaven. And so neither does it follow that a saint who has obtained a deeper walk with Jesus through his sickness will remain in that affliction until he or she dies.

"He has torn us to pieces, but He will heal us,
He has injured us, but He will bind up our wounds." Hosea 6:1

If there is ever a sickness among those whom God has set apart (and even those He hasn't), it must of necessity be targeted towards a healing on a deeper level with an ultimate intent on restoring both the deeper and the lesser levels to wholeness.

Objection: "Who has made man's mouth? Or who makes him dumb or deaf, or seeing or blind? Is it not I, the Lord?" - Ex. 4:11

It is true that God does take responsibility for such things (being Omnipotent as He is) but it is only with a greater purpose in mind that he considers allowing such strong measures. Again, with reference to Israel, Isaiah cried out in ch 6, "How long O Lord?" That is, how long shall they be hearing but not understanding, seeing but not perceiving, calloused but not understanding in their hearts? How long until they turn to be healed? The answer: Until every city is laid waste and nothing but the holy seed is left like a stump in the land. But THEN we see the glory of the LORD. We see a release from that strong medicine as they look upon Him whom they have pierced... and all of God's promises to Israel are fulfilled, never to be revoked again.

May our sicknesses drive us to Him who is that Holy Seed. To the extent that we have settled for anything less than Him, may God use every means (including sickness) at His disposal to get our attention and work a true repentance.

Jesus taught us to pray saying "...Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven..." If there is sickness in heaven then we should certainly accept it here. If there isn't, and of course there isn't, then it is appropriate to expect this prayer to find fulfillment here on earth now.

As I write this, I am suffering from a headache. I have headaches on a frequent basis and I take varying medications to mask the pain enough to continue to perform some basic demands of life. But I refuse to accept this as God's ultimate will for me and I believe He will derive pleasure from healing me.

God's ultimate goal is our spiritual oneness with Him. The LORD will use any and every tool at His disposal to accomplish His will. However, it is clear that He takes no delight in afflicting men. (Jer 3:31-33) The absence of sickness is not a reliable indicator of spiritual well-being, but neither is tolerance for an affliction after it has brought you to Jesus. Couldn't it be that some of the sorrow and grief that the Lord endures is because those He loves will not believe that it is His will to heal them? Faith in His great love will create hope for healing. We do know God does not respond to our needs, but He has obligated Himself to respond to the faith of His Son, and needs are met when He sees it. Some have faith to receive the lesser gifts but miss it when it comes to the greater desires of God. That does not demean the quality of the faith that obtained the lesser thing.

Jesus Himself lived for 30 years without performing a single miracle. There is no telling how many people he knew during those decades who suffered for years with this sickness or that oppression of the devil. Apparently, he watched His earthly father die as there is no mention of Joseph after Jesus' ministry began. And yet... there came a day when it pleased the Father that "all who came to Him were healed".

"What I am saying is that as long as the heir is a child, he is no different from a slave, although he owns the whole estate. He is subject to guardians and trustees until the time set by his father. So also, when we were children, we were in slavery under the basic principles of the world." Gal 4:1-3

Let every sickness provoke in us to the examination of our lives before God that brings us once again to the glorious ground zero of the Cross, with no hope of an affirmative answer based on our merit, but a blessed certainty that in Him there is not only the power but the will to restore. May it produce in us a tenacity so that there will come a day when one of His "No's" cause us to stand up before every demon in hell and say, "True Lord! But even the dogs eat crumbs from their master's table".

The kingdom of God suffereth violence and the violent take it by force.

Objection: If miracles occurred every moment, they no longer would qualify as miracles.

Jesus worked long hours with little or no compensation; with infrequent privacy; and with much persecution for preaching and performing miracles - those miracles that he made for us as common as bread (and which even He likened to the "bread of the children" as mentioned in a section above). Many of His miracles were performed in places that He later had to rebuke because they did not respond with the kind of deep change/repentance He was expecting. Healing is certainly not the not the glamorous ministry it has been portrayed to be by recent public figures. For the man of God, miracles are as the "drudgery" (to use an Oswald Chambers term) of regularly preparing a meal, cleaning the toilets or washing clothes. It will be the "ordinary" work of sons come unto maturity. Bringing miracles for the ungrateful and shallow is in itself a carrying of the Cross and a preparation for drinking of His cup.

Though miracles did not make the Pharisees believe, that did not stop Jesus from allowing God to testify in power to the truth of His Word. We must receive and defend every gift that He has given to us to accomplish the mighty work He has sent us to accomplish.

Objection: Isaiah 53 is about spiritual healing, not physical healing:

Surely he took up our infirmities
      and carried our sorrows,
       yet we considered him stricken by God,
       smitten by him, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions,
       he was crushed for our iniquities;
       the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
       and by his wounds we are healed.
We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
       each of us has turned to his own way;
       and the LORD has laid on him
       the iniquity of us all.

There are portions of this passage that deal clearly with our sin condition, leaving "by His stripes we were healed" plenty of room to mean exactly what it implies at face value. Matthew confirms this when he quotes Isaiah 53:4 “He took up our infirmities and carried our diseases” in direct reference to the healing ministry of Jesus. (Mt 8:16-17)

Objection: Elisha, a mighty prophet of God died on a sickbed.

True enough. But does it follow that the sickness itself was God's will? As I get older the natural tendency of the body seems to be that it is more subject to weakness than when I was young. When some attack or heaviness of soul comes, and my propensity to fight the fight of faith is worn down, my body occasionally gives in with sickness. Elisha endured decades of the contradiction of sinful Israel against himself.  If his only peers were the same company of prophets that let him know "the facts" at the time Elijah was taken up to heaven then how much encouragement in the faith could he get in this later time of need. Another blow was that his servant Gehazi never seemed to carry the torch the way he himself did with Elijah. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ. Doubt comes by listening to the evidence of the body and to objections like this one.

Objection: Paul's "Thorn in the flesh" was sickness

Paul was the consummate man of the "Word". Hardly a paragraph in his writings goes by without some appeal and reference to Moses (the Law) and the Prophets. Paul's "thorn in the flesh" is no different.

But if you do not drive out the inhabitants of the land, those you allow to remain will become barbs in your eyes and thorns in your sides. They will give you trouble in the land where you will live. Num 33:55

This passage from Numbers (the first mention of the word "thorn" after the Genesis 3 episode) clearly references trouble that people, not disease, will be if God's instructions are not followed.

Furthermore, when Paul recounts his great afflictions he could have, by the Spirit, added one word that would have ended this debate once and for all.

we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles,hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything. 2 Cor 6:4-10
What anyone else dares to boast about—I am speaking as a fool—I also dare to boast about. Are they Hebrews? So am I. Are they Israelites? So am I. Are they Abraham's descendants? So am I. Are they servants of Christ? (I am out of my mind to talk like this.) I am more. I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. Five times I received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my own countrymen, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false brothers. I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked. Besides everything else, I face daily the pressure of my concern for all the churches. Who is weak, and I do not feel weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not inwardly burn? 2 Cor 11:21-29

With all of these afflictions that Paul mentions, sickness or disease is curiously not among them. Why would he omit mention of that "thorn in the flesh" that required the great grace of God working in his life?

Conclusion

The ministry of Jesus (the King of the kingdom) clearly points to a willingess in God to heal disease whenever faith is present. Delay (for the greater glory of God) and misplaced or immature faith are the only variables we see in Scripture. Doubting the character and goodness of God, who is the same yesterday, today and forever is not an option. The remedy for unanswered prayer is not to develop a Theology that accommodates for disease, but to continue to meditate on the words and deeds of the King and His soon coming (disease free) kingdom.

It Was Good For Me To Be Afflicted - Psalm 119i Teth

Sunday, August 23. 2009
Psalm 119
65 Do good to Your servant
- according to Your Word, O Lord.
66 Teach me knowledge and good judgment,
- for I believe in Your commands.
67 Before I was afflicted — I went astray,
- but now I obey Your Word.
68 You are good, and what You do is good;
- teach me Your decrees.
69 Though the arrogant have smeared me with lies,
- I keep Your precepts with all my heart.
70 Their hearts are callous and unfeeling,
- but I delight in Your law.
71 It was good for me to be afflicted
- that I might learn Your decrees.
72 The law from Your mouth is more precious to me
- than thousands of pieces of silver and of gold.

Do good to Your servant, according to Your Word...  THAT is a mouthful, especially if you believe as we Christians believe, that Jesus was and is "The Word". "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word WAS God... The Word was made flesh and dwelt among us" (John 1:1,14). I see similarities to Paul's prayer for believers in his epistle to the Ephesians:

I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Eph 3:14-19

So there it is. The first verse of this section of Psalm 119 is asking for nothing less than to be filled to the measure of ALL the fullness of God. It is building upon the theme of the previous section ("You are my portion") and it sets the tone for the verses that follow.

Teach me knowledge and good judgement for I believe in Your commands. The Psalmist has already heard and believes in the commands of the Lord. He has no controversy with them. But because he believes he is constrained to ask for instruction in them. A mental affirmation is not enough and could be likened to the Law being written on tablets of stone. The Word of the Lord is to become flesh in it's hearers.
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put My Spirit IN you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. Ezekiel 36:26-27

When we have only a mental grasp of the Scriptures (even if it is doctrinally correct) we are dead.
You search the Scriptures for you think that in THEM you have eternal life. These are they that testify about Me and yet you refuse to come to Me for life. John 5:38-40

Before I was afflicted I went astray... As Psalm 14 says, "There is none that seeks God, no NOT EVEN one." So the great Shepherd of our souls came looking for us and found us in our devastated condition. He paid an awful price to not only draw near to you but to BE your life, in your current condition, no matter how dire and whether you can feel His presence or not. To those who are broken and in need this is good news. If we are rich and increased with goods and in need of nothing, we feel no need of Him and the Word is in danger of being choked out as Jesus said "by the deceitfulness of riches." James exhorts the rich man to take pride in his LOW position because the sun will rise with scorching heat and he will wither like a flower, even while he is going about his business.

But now I obey Your Word - If we are His sons we can expect His discipline to bring us into the place of receiving and dispensing His mercy. As Psalm 30 says, "But when You hid Your face from me, THEN I was dismayed. To You LORD I called; to the Lord I cried for mercy." He wants us to know, in our deeps, that any good thing that we have came from Him as a gift.

You are good and what You do is good... When the rich young ruler called Jesus "good teacher," Jesus asked, "Why do you call me good? None but God is good." There is no middle ground of a goodness independent of God's own life working in you. If we are identified with His death and His resurrection, we can say in truth, "It is no longer I that live but Christ that lives within me," and "the life that I now live, I live by the faith of the Son of God who loves me and gave Himself for me."

Though the arrogant have smeared me with lies... Claiming the life of God in Christ would seem to be presumption, but it is actually the humility of agreement with God. The moment we venture out into these waters, the threats and lies of God's enemies become directed at us. Jesus was accused of healing and casting out demons by the power of the Satan. He was accused of blasphemy by calling Himself the Son of God, but He would have been lying to say that He wasn't. ... I keep Your precepts with all my heart. Will you hold fast to your testimony when it begins to draw the ire of the powers that be?

Their hearts are callous and unfeeling, but I delight in Your law. Persecution arises from our identification with the life of God, but then it actually causes us to discover His life in depths that otherwise we would not have known.

It was GOOD for me to be afflicted that I might learn Your decrees. Even as Christ was rejected by the chief priests and elders, and abandoned by His closest friends, He was demonstrating the fullness of the depths of the love of God that had previously been hidden (though hinted at in the types and shadows of the "Old" Testament).

The Law from Your mouth is more precious to me than thousands of pieces of silver and gold. Jesus is the only One who has given God the reverence and honor that is His due. He reckoned His Father's will to be more valuable than anything, even His own precious life. This is the attitude that He gives us when we receive the gift of His Holy Spirit.
Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!

If this is not our attitude then it is not the life of Jesus working within us.

The Kingdom of God is at Hand: Daily Provision

Saturday, August 22. 2009
The Kingdom
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:25-34

The summary of God's financial advice is right there: Seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness. Do that and there is absolute certainty of daily provision, and no need for anxiety concerning tomorrow. There is not a single word about any day beyond today. These words are comfort for the afflicted, and a necessary affliction to the comfortable. Any "gospel" promising something other than this is going beyond what is written and will lead to poverty in the life to come.

Looking at His disciples, Jesus said:
Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the Kingdom of Heaven...
Woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort. Luke 6:20,24

This admonition was specifically addressed to His disciples. Jesus, the great Shepherd, led those disciples to experience the devastation of His cross. Any hopes that they had that were LESS than what God is hoping for, were crushed and put to death there. As Paul says, when He died we died with Him. But when God raised Him from the dead, we were raised up IN Him in newness of life. If YOU are following Jesus, He will allow you to experience His cross also. He is no respecter of persons. There you will get to know Him as you may not have wanted to know Him. "For a small moment I have forsaken thee... but with GREAT mercies I will gather thee."

He is trying to get us to shift our focus and affections to the heavenly realm, where (if we will see it) we are seated with Christ. This is the place of rest and lack of worry that Jesus was describing in Matthew 6. Interestingly, once we begin to enter into this reality we become the targets of a special kind of hatred once reserved for God alone. In actuality, it IS the life of God that is still drawing the hatred. "I tell you the truth, no one who has left home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel will fail to receive a hundred times as much in this present age (homes, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and fields—and with them, persecutions) Mark 10:29-30


Paul had this to say to the Corinthians about Apostles (those who have had a firsthand encounter with the risen Christ, and have been sent by Him to a people in the strength of that exchange):
Already you have all you want! Already you have become rich! You have become kings—and that without us! How I wish that you really had become kings so that we might be kings with you! For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display at the end of the procession, like men condemned to die in the arena. We have been made a spectacle to the whole universe, to angels as well as to men. We are fools for Christ, but you are so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are strong! You are honored, we are dishonored! To this very hour we go hungry and thirsty, we are in rags, we are brutally treated, we are homeless. We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it; when we are slandered, we answer kindly. Up to this moment we have become the scum of the earth, the refuse of the world. 1 Cor 4:8-13

It was the presence of the One who has conquered death that caused them to be utterly content living without the things that most men labor for their entire lives. If we are going to compare ourselves to anyone to gauge our Christian progress and our prosperity in God, it is to these "Apostolic" men, who were witnesses of His death and resurrection.

mysteryofisrael.org : New Site for Reggie Kelly Writings

Monday, June 29. 2009

For the last couple of weeks I have been working on a new site for Reggie Kelly, the "Ben Israel 'Theologian-in-Residence'" as Art Katz once called him. My website host has made the WordPress "blog" system available to me in the last year, and rather than transfer my own online Journal to that space, I believe it will be put to much better use by putting Reggie's writings there. This has already proved to be significantly easier to post material than the way I had been doing on the old site.

The new site (called "Mystery of Israel") lends itself much more readily to comments (not that Reggie himself will be able to respond there), searches and categories. I will be leaving the "old" site up for the foreseeable future as it has the articles that were on the Ben Israel web site when Art was alive. It also has some newer articles that are not posted yet in the new format. Last but not least, the old site still ranks much better on Google when searching for Reggie's name. (He is not to be confused with the Reggie Kelly who once played football for the Cincinnati Bengals, although I think "our" Reggie just might be taller). So until all of the objections are overcome the old will stay.


But having said that, the new site already has significant content from 2007 not found on the old one. Until I started this project, I did not fully realize how much Reggie writes and how blessed those of us on his email list have been. Wow!

You Are My Portion O Lord - Psalm 119h - Heth

Saturday, May 23. 2009
Psalm 119

57 You are my portion, O LORD;
— I have promised to obey Your words.

58
I have sought your face
with all my heart;
— be gracious to me

according to your promise.
59
I have considered my ways and
I have turned my steps

toward your statutes.
60
I will hasten and not delay to obey your commands.
61
Though the wicked bind me with ropes, I will not forget your law.
62
At midnight I will arise to give you thanks for your righteous laws.
63
I am a friend to all who fear you, to all who follow your precepts.
64
The earth is filled with your love, O LORD; teach me your decrees.

"I am His, and He is mine." Song of Solomon

You are my portion O LORD is perhaps the central and most important theme of Psalm 119. Without the indwelling Spirit of the living God, the declarations, sentiments and prayers of Psalm 119 are unutterable by any mortal man. I don't think it an accident that this same promise was given to Abraham, the father of faith, when God told him, "I am your exceeding great reward." Additionally, when Israel was moving into the promised land and it was being divided among the twelve tribes, the tribe of Levi was not given a specific portion. Rather, it was said,

That is why the Levites have no share or inheritance among their brothers; the LORD is their inheritance... Deut 10:9

I have promised to obey Your words... This promise is only worth its salt because of the statement that preceded it. Unless the Lord is our portion... unless the Lord Himself indwells us and makes that commitment to obey through us then the promise is empty and vain. Israel made this same promise after hearing the Law at Mount Sinai for the first time:

The people all responded together, "We will do everything the LORD has said." Exodus 19:8

Though that promise has not been kept by Israel, even up to this day, both Jeremiah and Ezekiel saw a fulfillment of the promise they made in the last days because of a new covenant that the LORD would be making with Israel:

"This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel after that time," declares the LORD. "I will put my law in their minds and write it on their hearts. I will be their God, and they will be my people. Jeremiah 31

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put My Spirit IN you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. Ezekiel 36:26-27

Saul of Tarsus (Paul) is a kind of first fruits example of the fulfillment of this promise. Before he met the Lord, he was certain that he was pursuing God with all his heart, and he was full of his own brand of "law-keeping" zeal. He was working feverishly to stamp out some new strain of heresy that claimed that Jesus of Nazareth had risen from the dead. That is, until he had his own encounter with the risen Jesus: "Saul, Saul, why do you persecute Me?" 

In the light of that confrontation, Saul was able to consider his ways and turn his steps toward the Lord's statutes. In an instant, his entire view of God and the world died a sudden and horrible death. As with Goliath, the Living Stone (Jesus), struck Saul right between the eyes, sunk into his skull, and laid him low in the dust. He was a dead man, and may not have even had time to consider that he was passing from the ranks of the persecutor to the persecuted. Everything he "knew" about God was transformed into dung.

Many of the themes of the great Epistles of the New Testament were written on Paul's heart that day:

"We know that our old self was crucified with Him... " Romans 6
"I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galations 2:20
"But now a righteousness from God, apart from the Law, has been made known..." Romans 3:21

I will hasten and not delay, to obey Your commands - Mere days after Ananias prayed for Paul and the scales fell from his eyes, scripture says: "At once, he began to preach in the synagogues that Jesus is the Son of God." Acts 9:20 You might think that being made guilty of the shedding the Lord's blood would paralyze one with guilt and shame, but in actuality it a necessary qualification for receiving the Gift of the Holy Spirit. It is the straight and narrow gate that leads to Eternal Life. Paul went through that narrow gate and came out a NEW kind of man. "Behold! Old things are passed away and all things are become new." By faith Paul was already living in that city where there is no need of the sun "because the Lamb is the light thereof..." Revelation 21:23

At midnight I will arise to give you thanks - Living by the light and life of the Lamb is why Paul and Silas were able to sing hymns at midnight after being severely flogged. That demonstration of the life of God (in the face of harsh persecution) shook the foundations of the earth then, and it will do the same now. Because of what Jesus did at the cross, His resurrection life, which is the gift of the Holy Spirit, is available to anyone who will receive it. "The Word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart".

The earth is FILLED with Your love O Lord! - Jesus did not leave a single sin unpaid for. He tasted death for every man. (Hebrews 2:9) Teach me your decrees. - What remains for us is to be instructed of these truths in every circumstance; to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ and the power of His resurrection.

Thoughts on President Obama's "Audacity of Hope"

Wednesday, May 20. 2009

I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for... kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all men—the testimony given in its proper time. And for this purpose I was appointed a herald and an apostle—I am telling the truth, I am not lying... 1 Tim 2:1-7

"We gave you strict orders not to teach in this name," he said. "Yet you have filled Jerusalem with your teaching and are determined to make us guilty of this man's blood." Peter and the other apostles replied: "We must obey God rather than men! The God of our fathers raised Jesus from the dead—whom you had killed by hanging him on a tree. Acts 5:28-30

Before I make any comments, let me begin with prayer:

Dear Savior (King of kings, Lord of lords, President of presidents),
As we usher in our new American president, we pray for Your protection over his life. Give the man wisdom from above, far beyond his own thoughts and the council of mortal men and women. Help our president to catch a glimpse of things from Your perspective. Save his soul from the curse of trusting in man and give him an ability to live above mere people-pleasing. I am asking in Your mercy and IN the precious name of Jesus. Amen.

I am asking for what seems to be impossible given the words that our new president has spoken up to now. He has been elected by a clear majority of Americans who are hoping for a fresh start. Obama has in fact written a book called "The Audacity of Hope." Hope is a word that is used often in the Bible and there is a natural desire to believe that when a person, especially the likable Obama, uses the word (hope) that he is referring to the same hope that the Bible is talking about.

However, hope is a meaningless word unless it is clearly tied to something or someone in particular. In his first letter, Peter wrote, "set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed." This implies that it is common (even for Believers) to have hopes set on something besides the grace (undeserved favor) that comes from God through Christ alone. In another place (Acts 4) Peter said, "There is none other name, given among men, whereby we must be saved." The prophet Jeremiah was so bold as to say "Cursed is the man that trusts in man..."

and

"Do not listen to what the prophets are prophesying to you; they fill you with false hopes. They speak visions from their own minds, not from the mouth of the LORD. They keep saying to those who despise me, 'The LORD says: You will have peace.' And to all who follow the stubbornness of their hearts they say, 'No harm will come to you.' Jeremiah 23:16-17

With all the talk about hope and change that has come from our new President, I have seen a consistent unwillingness to focus that hope for change on the only place where it can bear any legitimate and lasting fruit, and that is squarely on God as revealed in the person of the Lord Jesus Christ. That said, I find little reason to expect anything less than an increasing "tightening of the screws" that we have seen in recent years as our nation yields to hoping in an increasing diversity of worthless gods.

As this hope in worthless gods increases, I expect the tolerance for those who hope in the One and Only Living God to decrease. Nothing makes the little "gods" angry like exalting the name of Jesus. Therefore, in the hope of preserving peace, governments will increasingly be tempted to restrict speech that could incite the anger of those who serve these false idols. The problem with this approach is that it underestimates the love of the real God. The perfect love of God is not subject to the fear of a penalty and is more concerned with the well being of those who oppose themselves as they perish clinging to their worthless things and false gods.

For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right... Romans 13:1-3

We should be very careful to show respect to those whom God has set in authority over this nation. But if we are witnesses of His resurrection, then we must obey God and not man, and testify to what we have seen and heard. If we want to be like the first century Christians, we will pray for boldness to testify of the living hope that is in Christ and Christ alone.

Your Decrees Are The Theme of My Song - Psalm 119 - Zayin

Saturday, April 11. 2009
Psalm 119

49 Remember Your Word to Your servant,
- for You have given me hope.

50
My comfort in my suffering is this:
- Your promise has given me life.

51
The arrogant mock me without restraint,
- but I do not turn from Your law.

52
I remember Your ancient laws, O LORD,
- and I find comfort in them.

53
Indignation grips me because of the wicked,
- who have forsaken Your law.

54
Your decrees are the theme of my song
- wherever I lodge.

55
In the night I remember Your name, O LORD,
- and I will keep your law.

56
This has been my practice; - I obey your precepts.


Remember Your Word to Your servant.  - Is it ever necessary to bring God into remembrance of something He has spoken? As another section of this Psalm starts out, "Your Word O Lord is eternal." The heavens and the earth might pass away but God's Word will never pass away. So how is it that this prayer is legitimate? Are there cases where it seems that God has forgotten His Word?

The most striking example of this must be Jesus when He entered into the last days of His earthly ministry: the garden of Gethsemane, the betrayal and desertion of His disciples, the mocking and the merciless beatings and scourgings, and of course the final hours hanging on a cross. Here was the man (the only man) who has truly meditated perfectly on the Word of God day and night and he is suffering as only a pure and innocent man can suffer in the presence of evil.

Your decrees are the theme of my song wherever I lodge. There is another Psalm that says, "though I make my bed in hell, Thou art there." We have taken the wrong road that leads to destruction, and God (in Christ Jesus) has run ahead to intercept us and turn us back toward Himself. Scripture says that He tasted death for every man. He has tasted the bitterness of where you and I might be at this very moment. He endured the shame of it for the hope and promise that were set before Him. His hope and prayer is that we might be one with Him, even as He is one (in every way) with His Father.

In the night I remember Your Name O LORD. In the darkest hour, when in anguish He cried, "My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?", God the Father was in Him reconciling the world unto Himself. There was absolutely no evidence of God's nearness to His flesh or His soul, and yet His purity still trusted in the goodness of His Father. "Into Thy hands I commit my Spirit."

This has been my practice. Jesus had prepared Himself for that moment His whole life. He understood that He was the Lamb slain from before the foundation of the world. From being born in the dwelling place of animals, to His submission to Mary and Joseph, when He returned to Nazareth with them for 18 years of obscurity, He was practicing for this ultimate hour when, in order to win everything, he had to lose everything.

So, God has not forgotten His Word. He has actually fulfilled it in the midst of allowing the very worst to come to pass to Himself. The real question is what we will do with a God who has committed Himself so utterly and completely to us.


The Demands on a Chosen Nation

Wednesday, January 7. 2009

Written partly in January 2009, when Israel invaded the Gaza strip in order to stop missiles directed at Israel, that were coming from that region.

With the recent military movements of Israel against Hamas in Gaza, Hamas has achieved a public relations victory beyond their wildest dreams. The little rockets that Hamas has been taunting Israel with from months/years have been like bait, luring Israel to do exactly what it has done in recent days: strike back hard. The fact that some Israeli's have been killed or wounded and that a measure of fear has been instilled in Israel's population is simply icing on the cake for Hamas. What they are really working towards is the turning of popular world opinion against Israel. By drawing Israel into striking populated areas it has made huge strides toward obtaining that goal.

It does not matter if Israel is justified in the actions it has taken. God is holding Israel accountable to a higher standard than He has any done for any of the other nations up to this time. They have obtained His unmerited favor and attention. Other nations may (for the time being) retaliate and defend themselves when attacked. Israel may not. God expects, and even demands, that they turn the other cheek. This is because that is what He would do. In fact this is what He has already done in the person of Jesus.

Israel is powerless to do what it must do because it has rejected the only source of the ability to do it: the Spirit and Life of God in Jesus the Messiah. Except for a remnant, Israel, like the rest of the world, is wholly given over to idolatry. Idolatry is simply serving anything less than God as He knows Himself to be. If we listen to and obey any directive other than the pure, unadulterated Word of the living God, it does not matter what we call it. It is idolatry or spiritual adultery. The angelic principalities and powers know when men cease to respond to their lies and when they are no longer bound by the fear of death. These same principalities also know that God has promised to free Israel from this bondage to idols and make them a nation of kings and priests unto Himself.

more to come

May Your Unfailing Love Come To Me - Psalm 119 - Vav

Monday, November 24. 2008
Psalm 119

41 May Your unfailing love
- come to me, O LORD,

42
Your salvation
- according to Your promise;
-
then I will answer
- the one who taunts me,
- for I trust in Your word.

43
Do not take the word of truth
- from my mouth,
- for I have put my hope in Your laws.

44
I will always obey Your Law, for ever and ever.
45
I will walk about in Your freedom, for I have sought out your precepts.
46
I will talk about Your statutes before kings and I will not be put to shame,
47
for I delight in your commands because I love them.
48
I lift up my hands to your commands, which I love, and I meditate on Your decrees.


I find the first line of this section compelling. Why is it that we must ask for the unfailing love of God to come to us? Immediately the words of Jesus come to mind: "Ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find..." There is the treasure of God's love that is always available to any of us, no matter what our circumstances, but we must still ask. "Give us this day our daily bread..." Like the manna of old, we may not gather up extra "unfailing love" for tomorrow lest it rot.

I think this is because we are so prone to forget about our Heavenly Father when we feel His favor and find success in anything. God has established a mechanism in each day that is a safeguard to us falling into the temptation of the devil (which is to exalt ourselves above the Most High). It is he (the devil) who taunts us with accusations that we are not worthy to receive the love and salvation of God. Of course this is true and we must quickly agree with our adversary, but our worthiness is not at all a factor in whether or not the unfailing love and salvation of our God come to us. HE has guaranteed its availability in the person and work of His Son Jesus (specifically His death on the Cross). As we become more convinced and more trusting in the surety of this kind of salvation that has nothing to do with our own merits and everything to do with the merits of God's Holy One Jesus, THEN we will answer the one who taunts us.

In verses 43 & 44 we find another interesting contrast. In v. 43 the Psalmist is asking the Lord to help him keep the Word of Truth in his own mouth. There seems to be a concern that he is vulnerable to losing that Word that he confesses. But he has invested everything he has in that Word and in the Laws of God. That Law includes the sacrificial Lamb. It includes the account of Abraham, (the father of believing and trusting) offering up his son of promise as a sacrifice only to be told that God will provide HIMSELF as the Lamb of sacrifice. It is the Law that condemns us to the death of our own abilities, but then gives us the life of God Himself in exchange. So in v. 44 the Psalmist makes this amazing vow to keep the Law of God forever. That kind of vow can only be made in the light of the unfailing love of God coming to him in his deepest uncertainties of his own Law-keeping ability and assuring him that God will move in and be the Keeper in him.

At that revelation the Psalmist bursts forth in praise and begins to exalt in the freedom of who God is. We tend to think of the Law as a constraint, but not him. He has suffered through "the straight and narrow path" and has now found the glorious liberty of the sons of God. He seems to know that he is seated in heavenly places with God, and that he will actually testify to the reality of those heavenly places and even instruct the kings of the earthly.

He has said with Job, "Though He slay me, YET will I trust Him." He now loves the Law that put him to death because it released him into the realm of the very resurrection life of God that will endure for ever and not disappoint.

Listen to the music of Psalm 119f - Vav - May Your Unfailing Love Come To Me